Breaking Free From My Secret Weed Addiction
Today I am revealing one of my best kept secrets. The people closest to me already know about my struggle with weed, and now I’m coming out of the closet with this story.
Secrets can keep a person in their own Secret Prison, and today I am tearing down the walls and revealing who I truly am. I’m literally setting myself free through expression and you can do that too, if you want.
My intention is to live my true purpose and help you to do the same. This video represents a side of me that I’ve been afraid to reveal – But I’m no longer afraid. In fact, I am so happy to share this with you.
In revealing my struggle with Marijuana, I want to point out, I’m NOT against people using this plant, and I think there are a lot of good things that can be said about it. Although it’s the subject of a future article, I think Marijuana should be legal, as all plants should be legal.
I also think it’s important that people take responsibility for what they do, and knowing that Marijuana has intense effects is important.
I stated that there are a lot of good things that can be said about Marijuana and I also want to point out that not everything about it has been good for me, and that’s partly why I’m quitting weed.
The number one reason I’m quitting it, is because I think my life is better Without Marijuana. I also want to be an example for others who feel the need to let go of Marijuana Addiction.
I KNOW I don’t NEED marijuana, and my experience tells me it takes away from my consistancy and joy.
There has been some part of me that has wanted to believe that I might be better off, and even MORE Healthy from using marijuana. I know that is not true now. I know I’m better off in almost every regard without Cannabis.
In the last several years almost all of my experiences with Marijuana were from eating it. I know smoking anything is not good for anyone, and I moved away from that thinking that Marijuana REALLY might be ALL Good for a person, if it were ONLY eaten; I do think that’s a much better way of using marijuana if a person is going to do it, but…
There is a dark side to Marijuana. At least I know there is for me.
Most of my recent years of Marijuana use have come in binges. I almost always feel good when I’m HIGH, but the morning after getting high I almost always feel like I’ve lost something, and like I don’t want to do it anymore. It feels like I lose Grace in my life after using Marijuana. It’s like my consistent good feeling has been taken from me and I’m spiritually isolated.
It may not be this way for everyone, but Marijuana seems to be a trickster. It makes my mind believe I’ve found the greatest thing in the world. Under it’s influence I have often felt like I’ve gained intelligence. Unfortunately, after coming down from the high, I have often felt less intelligent than I did before using it.
I feel Marijuana has been a trade off. It has made me believe in my own power instead of trusting in the Grace of God. What I have learned is the Grace of God is all I REALLY have. Every time I use marijuana I gain some insight, only to realize later that the insight cannot be implemented without the GRACE. It’s like getting a glimpse of something great and then feeling depleted of the energy I need to manifest the Greatness.
Sometimes the insights aren’t as great as they seemed under the influence of Marijuana anyway.
Marijuana does have beneficial substances like Cannabidiol and I’m sure these substances can be very helpful for people with certain conditions. It’s also true there are Marijuana strains that have no THC (the substance that makes you high), and have high amounts of Cannabidiol. That being said, eating this type of Marijuana might REALLY be ALL Good.
My intention is not to demonize Marijuana. I’m just not going to use it anymore.
I want to live my true purpose in life, and part of that purpose is transformation and inspiration. I intend to be a super hero under the influence of Grace. I don’t need marijuana and I intend to empower others who struggle with it by letting it go.
Please share your thoughts about Marijuana and this article below. I love to read what you have to say.
